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Tuesday, November 22, 2011

no matter how hard we try...

selesai sudah acara family day company aku, and selaku VP Sports Club aku amat release dari segala stress.... kadang kadang bila kita buat satu event ni we are trying to bring people mind to new experience la.. macam adakan tema dinner, adakan best dress, Emcee yang gila gila so that people akan open for jokes or games yang diorang x pernah nak terpikir...

malam tu jugak ada special award to employees yang telah dinominatekan oleh bos masing masing.. and the decision still goes to the owner to decide la... but along this process maybe akan wujud favouritism.. this is not something new to me.. im working with expat before pun macam tu jugak and even during the process im in that room to hear all the comment.. kadang kadang memang rasa sgt jijik with the process.. if they dont like it.. your nomination form will go to the bins.. that is normal...

berbalik pada cerita malam dinner tu, semua best employees pun telah di announcekan and terdengarlah suara suara sumbang yang tak puas hati dengan pemenang pemenang best employees tu... ada yang rasa that she/he is better that that person yang menang... this is LIFE.. we never appreciate people until he/she left us...

i still remember my expat boss told me.. in real working environment is not what you doing... IT IS ALL ABOUT WHO YOU KNOW... so that's about it.. no matter how hard we try if the luck is not at our side always remember that ALLAH always knows the best for us... don't be sad... one door closed there is few doors open for you to enter...!!

ok..
ciao!

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

LITTLE ANGEL..

now i am at 19 weeks...

last month scanned Dr. said i'm gonna have charlie's angel in the family... gegirl. my dear hubby relaks jer sbb dia dah expect that i carried a girl sbb dia kata ai punya ragam sama ngan my 2nd one and more less than first one... huhuhu...

at first ai ok jer bila doc kata that looks like 80% is a girl... tapi bila dah kuar klinik and sampai rumah.. i cried :(.. bukan sebab taknak girl tapi i tot that the little one inside me gonna be my last pregnancy if it is a boy... dah tak larat nak preggy lagiii.... the more i cried after kakak kata i want a boy... i cried even harder sbb rasa sgt sgt bersalah if little baby heard, she may think that we dont expect her to come over.. NO IT IS NOT BABY... i love you nothing less than your both sisters, cuma mama rasa yang mama x larat nak try lagi... but after my dear comfort me with his words... i redha if all my kids are girls..

then if i larat lagi we gonna have last try after this... but really dont want to put so much hope...

BUT NOTHING MORE OR LESS THAT I JUST WANT MY LITTLE ANGEL INSIDE MY TUMMY ARE HEALTHY & PERFECT... DAN SOLEHAH OF COURSE!

all of us so much excited now after ai dah over my 'bad' days *muntah muntah* and both dina and dalea lagi excited bila tgk my baby bumps dah semakin membesar...!!

ciao! :D


Tuesday, September 13, 2011

at 11 weeks..

hopefully in another 2 weeks i can get it over all the discomfort of first trimester... my laziness is at the top of the mountain since puasa aritu... dapur dah 2 bulan tak berasap sbb tak lalu nak sentuh dapur dowwhhh... raya preparation betul betul for my kids jer... nothing for myself sbb selera takda langsung nak raya! really made me not a person... malas giler! bila perut kosong jer mulalah tekak ni nak mengeluarkan muntah buih tu... eeeuuuuwwwwww...

my last check up, dah start nampak baby heartbeat... syukur alhamdullillah... next week will be another check up. this time pregnant, bab makan takdalah meragam sangat... semua boleh jer masuk asalkan bukan dlm quantity yang banyak... once ambik banyak, nx time dah tak boleh makan dah... cuma yang pantangnya, tak boleh bau benda benda yang kuat seiih, mcm deodorant laki aku, sabun basuh, shampoo, shower gel... ha ni dah 2 bulan mandi tak bersabun... pengotorkan! harap harapnya anak aku nanti takdalah pengotor! :D

doa sesangat by end of this month, i will get it over all of discomfort!!! pray for me and my family!!! sian diorang.. makan dah terabai... asik makan umah mak or kedai jerrrr.... weekend jer bergelimpangan... sbb mama dia asik tido jer....

ok. ciao!


xoxo


Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Am POSITIVE

i got it positive!!... dah 3 kali check... same result.

Insyaallah Dina & Dalea going to have another buddy in the family.. syukur alhamdulillah.

tapi series, aku seram sejuk gak ni.. dah 5 tahun, sampai dah lupa camana processnya.. rasa sakit tu aku ingat tapi dia punya ketemeneh ni... hopefully by next week kitorang boleh pegi 1st check up.

both dina & dalea really excited! adik tiap tiap hari peluk mama ngan baby... cute jer! kakak risau kalau aku lapar... suruh aku jangan puasa... sbb nanti baby lapar... what a wonderful dotter! Mama loves you both very much!!

semoga allah memudahkan segalanya... amiinnn...


Friday, July 15, 2011

Rindu Kamu, Kamu & Kamu

tomorrow i'll be leaving to Trolak for teambuilding... isk isk isk... sedihnya nak tinggalkan my girls and my darl... takdalah lama... 3 hari jer!! tapi tak pernah tinggalkan anak anak sbb dulu kalao mama kena outstation, angkut jer sumer.. check in satu bilik, mama meeting anak anak ngan papa bergonjeng!

esok my office ada teambuilding kat Felda Residence Trolak... tak taulah tempatnya macamana agaknyer. dahlah aku ni penakut tidor kat hotel ni, tp nasib baik ada roomate merangkap my buddy gak kat office tu Ms. LILIYATI..

disebabkan macam syahdu jer nak pergi esok.. baju pun aku tak packing lagi... malam ni jerlah.. itupun after my dotter tido. Adik tiap tiap hari kira lagi berapa hari mama nak pegi meeting dia kata...

semoga perjalanan kami naik bas dilindungi pergi dan balik... amin.


xoxo

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Perlu ke Nak POYOS

aku ni pelik betul sesetengah orang yang ada attitude POYO yang double POYOSS... kat mana mana ada jer orang macam ni.. kat office, kat FB.. adoii... terasa dirinyer yang hebat dan pandai dari segala hal! ada tu pulak terasa diri tu top of everything, bila nak mintak tolong manis mulut... email berbalas balas siap calling calling lagi... tapi bila time senang kita nak mintak tolong yang di bayar pun tak berbunyikkk... email tak terimalah.. apalah... padahal ko dah tau dahkan... tapi nama ko nak tanya aku balik tu... nanhado... bila aku tanya... dan dan jer ko kata tak receive... POYOS kan? so i made a statement that i will not ask from you anymore!

ada satu kejadian tu.. mula mula kata aku handle satu task tu... bila aku dah start buat... alih alih dia nak kan perhatian.. dan dan jer campur tangan, siap siap nak instruct lagi tu yang tak tahan.. nak jer aku campakkan pen dan kertas tepat kat muka dia! baru padan muka... i dont care who you are.. you mess with me... i mess up your life!



xoxo

Thursday, July 7, 2011

Gegirl kat Exhibition

ni aku citer plak bizi aku pasal exhibition tu... one of our subsidiary yang masuk exhibition ni... so kitorang ni yang gegirl gegirl tu tukang tepek jew kat booth... hehehe

this was held kat KL Convention Center dari 30th June - 3th July... penat ko... memula ingat mcm senang jer... sekali punyalah ramai orang! bercakap tak berenti... bagi goodies bag lagi... takpalah takyah citer bebanyak.. tengok gambar jer sudah...

ni kitorang punya booth... very nice office

sempat gak lagi tu kan... :p

kalo tak berpoyo tak sah...

time ni baru nak pasang lcd tv tu....

xoxo