Angau Pasal Ombak Rindu

yesterday me and my bff Lin went to Ombak Rindu.. orang dah habis cerita pasal Ombak Rindu, kitorang ni barulah terhegeh hegeh pegi beli tiket Dan sebab musababnya adalah suami masing masing malas nak layan peel bini bininya yang akan banjir dan feeling feeling towards aaron... kakakaka...

giler feeling...! balik umah cakap ngan my dear pun mcm dah cakap ngan Haris jer... TAPI kalau tak boleh nak jadi sesabar Izzah.. lupakan saja ye... jadi jerlah macam MILA tu... orang kata sepatah dia jawab 10 patah... YE!

Kalau aku jadi Maya ke Lisa tu agaknya tah berapa kali take la aku saja buat romance scene tu...saja jer kan... hehehe. Kalo aku jadi Dayana Halik pun dah tak senang duduk agaknya tengok laki jadi pojaan ramai...

aduihai abang aaron.. lu bikin jiwa wa kacau ni... *ayat tak sedar diri ni*

ciao

My emotions is at stage...

really bad day since malam tadi... during pregnancy my emotions can change just like that... sekejap sekejap happy.. sekejap sekejap runsing.. tetiba jer boleh nangis pasal benda benda bodoh jer...

malam tadi lepas my dear urut urut kaki, rasa rasanya dalam pukul 11 dah terlelap then terjaga balik pukul satu... i cried the whole night for no reason.. maksudnya takda sebab tapi sengaja carik gaduh with my dear yang dah tidor tu... pity him. aduhh really rasa bersalah... puncanya sbb dia tido i tak boleh tido... then dia siap boleh dengkur dengkur lagi... tu yang sedih tu... hahahahihihuu... tak boleh tahan lah jiwa kacau macam ni... hehehe

pagi ni bangun pegi keje dah mcm alien.. mengantuk.. nak makan pun x selera... rasa nak balik umah rest jer... stressful day!

rasa mcm nak tido jer kat workstation... ZZZzzzzzzz

ciao!

what makes you beautiful..

seriously.. if you have bad attitudes... hati busuk... your beautiful face can turned to be so ugly!

reminder for myself too:

kalau nak nampak cantik haruslah ada hati yang cantik... pronto!

jangan asik nak carik salah orang.. salah diri sendiri simpan kat pajak gadai?

respect people so people will respect you!

appreciate people so people will appreciate you!

and moral of the story..

if people trying to bring you down just remember that at least you are ABOVE them... :p

ciao!

no matter how hard we try...

selesai sudah acara family day company aku, and selaku VP Sports Club aku amat release dari segala stress.... kadang kadang bila kita buat satu event ni we are trying to bring people mind to new experience la.. macam adakan tema dinner, adakan best dress, Emcee yang gila gila so that people akan open for jokes or games yang diorang x pernah nak terpikir...

malam tu jugak ada special award to employees yang telah dinominatekan oleh bos masing masing.. and the decision still goes to the owner to decide la... but along this process maybe akan wujud favouritism.. this is not something new to me.. im working with expat before pun macam tu jugak and even during the process im in that room to hear all the comment.. kadang kadang memang rasa sgt jijik with the process.. if they dont like it.. your nomination form will go to the bins.. that is normal...

berbalik pada cerita malam dinner tu, semua best employees pun telah di announcekan and terdengarlah suara suara sumbang yang tak puas hati dengan pemenang pemenang best employees tu... ada yang rasa that she/he is better that that person yang menang... this is LIFE.. we never appreciate people until he/she left us...

i still remember my expat boss told me.. in real working environment is not what you doing... IT IS ALL ABOUT WHO YOU KNOW... so that's about it.. no matter how hard we try if the luck is not at our side always remember that ALLAH always knows the best for us... don't be sad... one door closed there is few doors open for you to enter...!!

ok..

ciao!

LITTLE ANGEL..

now i am at 19 weeks...

last month scanned Dr. said i'm gonna have charlie's angel in the family... gegirl. my dear hubby relaks jer sbb dia dah expect that i carried a girl sbb dia kata ai punya ragam sama ngan my 2nd one and more less than first one... huhuhu...

at first ai ok jer bila doc kata that looks like 80% is a girl... tapi bila dah kuar klinik and sampai rumah.. i cried :(.. bukan sebab taknak girl tapi i tot that the little one inside me gonna be my last pregnancy if it is a boy... dah tak larat nak preggy lagiii.... the more i cried after kakak kata i want a boy... i cried even harder sbb rasa sgt sgt bersalah if little baby heard, she may think that we dont expect her to come over.. NO IT IS NOT BABY... i love you nothing less than your both sisters, cuma mama rasa yang mama x larat nak try lagi... but after my dear comfort me with his words... i redha if all my kids are girls..

then if i larat lagi we gonna have last try after this... but really dont want to put so much hope...

BUT NOTHING MORE OR LESS THAT I JUST WANT MY LITTLE ANGEL INSIDE MY TUMMY ARE HEALTHY & PERFECT... DAN SOLEHAH OF COURSE!

all of us so much excited now after ai dah over my 'bad' days *muntah muntah* and both dina and dalea lagi excited bila tgk my baby bumps dah semakin membesar...!!

ciao! :D

at 11 weeks..

hopefully in another 2 weeks i can get it over all the discomfort of first trimester... my laziness is at the top of the mountain since puasa aritu... dapur dah 2 bulan tak berasap sbb tak lalu nak sentuh dapur dowwhhh... raya preparation betul betul for my kids jer... nothing for myself sbb selera takda langsung nak raya! really made me not a person... malas giler! bila perut kosong jer mulalah tekak ni nak mengeluarkan muntah buih tu... eeeuuuuwwwwww...

my last check up, dah start nampak baby heartbeat... syukur alhamdullillah... next week will be another check up. this time pregnant, bab makan takdalah meragam sangat... semua boleh jer masuk asalkan bukan dlm quantity yang banyak... once ambik banyak, nx time dah tak boleh makan dah... cuma yang pantangnya, tak boleh bau benda benda yang kuat seiih, mcm deodorant laki aku, sabun basuh, shampoo, shower gel... ha ni dah 2 bulan mandi tak bersabun... pengotorkan! harap harapnya anak aku nanti takdalah pengotor! :D

doa sesangat by end of this month, i will get it over all of discomfort!!! pray for me and my family!!! sian diorang.. makan dah terabai... asik makan umah mak or kedai jerrrr.... weekend jer bergelimpangan... sbb mama dia asik tido jer....

ok. ciao!

xoxo

Am POSITIVE

i got it positive!!... dah 3 kali check... same result.

Insyaallah Dina & Dalea going to have another buddy in the family.. syukur alhamdulillah.

tapi series, aku seram sejuk gak ni.. dah 5 tahun, sampai dah lupa camana processnya.. rasa sakit tu aku ingat tapi dia punya ketemeneh ni... hopefully by next week kitorang boleh pegi 1st check up.

both dina & dalea really excited! adik tiap tiap hari peluk mama ngan baby... cute jer! kakak risau kalau aku lapar... suruh aku jangan puasa... sbb nanti baby lapar... what a wonderful dotter! Mama loves you both very much!!

semoga allah memudahkan segalanya... amiinnn...